amelia schmidt

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February 2010

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some fictions

some fictions are true, she says,

with a grin like a magician. not all of them,

she says, but some are. for example,

she says, pointing to a wolf wearing

the clothes of an old lady, asleep in a single bed,

for example, she says, this is true. also this,

she says, drawing my attention to

a young man leaning over a sleeping girl,

kissing her, softly waking her. that is also true,

she says. and of course this, she says, gesturing

to a girl in a beautiful ball-gown, big watery eyes

fixed on the second hand of a clock, skirts

bunched anxiously in her hands. of course

that one is true, she says, with a wry laugh.

what about – but she cuts me off,

laughing, no, no. that one is all made up.

and the one about the long hair, that’s

all lies too. it’s the one’s you don’t expect. i mean

this one, she says, climbing up a few steps

so we can see, far off, a knight in shining armour,

his steed peacefully nibbling grass

in dappled sunlight, this is half true. and this,

she says, waving her arm towards a couple

asleep under a sheet, bodies locked together

like held hands, this is true. she shows me

a woman quietly crying to herself

on a sidewalk in gentle rain, this is true.

she shows me a child lost

in a supermarket, this too is true.

she shows me a man walking

away without looking back, his face

all taut like cling wrap, this is true. i nod.

a group of teenagers jump off a cliff

and in to the ocean, screaming wildly,

thin like streamers, this is true.

i nod. a photograph of someone’s parents,

younger, more in love, i nod,

a woman waiting at the traffic lights, her eyes closed,

i nod,  a body caught before it hits the ground, i nod,

a man with his palms and forehead pressed

to a concrete wall, breathing, i nod, i nod,

this is true, this is true, this is true.

Feb 18, 20104 notes
Inside Brother's Stomach

Inside brother’s stomach
I am curled up twice over.

Intertwined intestines,
knees knock elbows.
My fingernails have grown long and textured
like twigs.

Between his ribs and spleen
I rest my head, and when I blink
he says he feels butterflies.

Inside brother’s stomach
I close my eyes and hold on
from the inside.

An ache you’ve ignored:

Twin, my other,
I have always loved you.

(2008)

Feb 18, 2010
Saturn

Lover, tonight I am Saturn

And you my circling rings

Saturnine, I find things tiring

Uninspiring, your body in

some languid repose

and mine –

dull, tonight, and I’m distracted by the stars.

Listen, I’m not worth running rings round

Tonight I’m not even solid.

Feb 4, 2010
Mechanical

This is how it works:
From underneath, the hook grabs the eye
And pulls the chain through the loop.
This forces the small, rough parts to collide and spark,
Thereby starting the pistons which
Drive the small motor which
Powers the weaving device that smoothly creates a textile
That wraps around the wheel-edge and creates a strong, tight canvas
On to which the magnifying glass, at only this certain time, captures the rays of sun
And concentrates them to burn through the fabric
Which then, torn, springs open with such force that
A small gong is hit by a nearby-attatched mallet
Which is just enough vibration to move the tiny, balancing pyramid of miniature wine glasses
That shatter directly on to a mortar and pestle (mechanised)
Which then grinds the glass down to roughly the consistency
Of smooth, soft sand
Which then is poured through a thin vein of tube
To trickle on to and weigh down one side of the see-sawing scale,
Which pulls down and thus also pulls the hook,
Which grabs the eye and pulls the chain to begin again this elaborate machine
That I have built because I do not know how to build love,
And in trying I have built this, for you, instead.

Feb 3, 20103 notes
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